& I don’t really know where it goes.
Sleep a little more. It might not fix your problems, but that’s the only running away you can get in your life without getting your self into a mess.
I see that smile & I don’t know what I’m getting from there.
It was all falling into place. But now it seems like it’s falling slowly apart.
Seeing you makes me feel better. But all in all everything is not good at all.
To get by with it because that’s all I have ever done for myself.
& I will try when there is no more. Because don’t know what is right. I will never feel here.
Feeling that you are improving & still need to start on doing more.
I noticed when their nothing but an over flow of thoughts in my mind. I was finally able to clean my side of the room.
Just want. But don’t know how.
Is it because I like the thought. The idea. That’s as far as I am getting.
But I wouldn’t care, because I only wanted to see.
Just to think you might be there, now I just wish you were one of my thoughts.
