Don’t want to.
Not over it.
But tomorrow I will.
I promise I will.
Crash and burn.
That’s all we are.
Not doing this any longer
Trying to express my feeling
but its not going to happen
I am without words
dont want to go anymore.
my body doesnt hurt, my head doesnt hurt. but i want to cry in pain.
Being with you, even though it was a short time. Made me realize, with even with so much time waiting for you. That you are’t the person I would want to look forward to everyday. Even though we never had a lot of words, you never gave me that chance. & Now out of no where you think I will want to show you who I am? It doesn’t work. We will never work because you made me wait, left, & tried to come back like its nothing.
take ya time and listen..
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
A girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone
I don’t fancy being lonely.
I wish I can runaway from the fact that you are still in my life.
Why are you staying if all you do is hurt me. You always have, & I can’t get you away because I don’t know how you are still able to still stay.
It’s a different way of seeing it, because I have the feeling of clarity that you actually know I am still in your life. That I am still a person. But you don’t treat me as one.
But you have always been with me. As if I see you everyday. But I only saw you once.
And that one time, you weren’t even able to say a word.
Because you are pathetic. You can’t face that fact that I am here.
You know what you did, & you don’t regret it.
Why? If you don’t mind me asking. I have done all that I think I could.
I apologized many times before, but they had no meaning to you. But I wasn’t even suppose to be sorry fro anything. It was all your doing.
Only you who ran away & I sat here thinking one day you would come back.
At times I use my tumblr like its my twitter
In need of a big hug.